Elizabeth Brown's Blog

iPad and other news

2012-01-20T12:51:00.007-05:00

I wrote this post a few days ago and then forgot all about it. Oh well, here it is.

Joshua is playing more with the iPad with some apps that I picked out for him. We took some videos of him playing last night with 2 apps; Baby Games - My First Shapes and Match It Up. They are all 4 of the Joshua on the iPad videos. You can see him actually learning with the Match It Up game, he gets the shapes right sometimes and this is just from playing it. Yes, I have to help him but he is learning to match the pictures and how to drag the matching picture to the one in the middle. He is also learning with the shapes game, he doesn't always get it right but he knows that if he gets it wrong to choose the other picture. We also keep playing, these and other games, repetition helps him learn. www.youtube.com/user/JBrown2218

Joshua is learning to clap and to imitate clapping and other things. Some shows he watches the characters will clap, mostly in certain Wiggles songs and on Play With Me Sesame. I have just recorded one episode of Sesame where the characters ask you to clap with them. Joshua has done this independently before. Of course when I got out the video camera to record him doing it he wouldn't do it. He is also imitating motions during circle time at school. Most of the songs they do during circle time involve motions, including sign language. Joshua is starting to imitate the hand motions in the songs.

Update

2011-12-16T11:59:00.009-05:00

I wrote this yesterday and then never posted it oh well, here it is.

Thought it was time for another update, the last week has been good. First we stared trying to get him to use a straw. I bought a cup where you squeeze the cup to get the liquid to go up the straw. So he learned that he gets liquid through the straw. After doing that a few times he actually sucked juice up the straw! So I tried a regular straw cup and he got it! He can now suck through a straw! This is a huge milestone. Straws are very good for oral motor development, help strengthen his facial muscles and get him to use muscles he hadn't used before.

Another thing we decided to try working on again was getting him to feed himself with a spoon. In the past whenever I had done this he had gotten upset and sometimes didn't even want to finish whatever he had been eating. So we tried it at OT, she handed him the spoon and he grabbed it with his left hand and fed himself! He knew just what to do, to dip the spoon in the yogurt cup and put it to his mouth. Like he had always been doing this. I LOVE it when he surprises me like this! He doesn't always want to do it but he CAN do it so we just have to keep encouraging him.

Earlier this week we went to the AAC (Augmentative & Alternative Communication) Resource center. The reason we got the iPad for Joshua was so that one day he would be able to use it to communicate. So I wanted some guidance with choosing an app or something else to get him started learning to communicate with something. She gave us lots of great information and she was very positive about Joshua's ability to learn to communicate! I love hearing positive things about him especially from a professional (she is an SLP - speech language pathologist who specializes in AAC). She was not very positive about the iPad though, she thinks our best bet is to go with something low-tech. I did mention an app I've been looking at and she e-mailed me later on about it and said that looked like a good possibility. She also gave us a photo book that we could fill with photos and picture cards. The app is Verbal Victor, if you know anything about it or have any other suggestions I would love to hear them!

Last night was the Christmas Party at Joshua's preschool. They had one last year too but we didn't go because it's so late, it was late this year too but we went anyway. It's from 6:30 to 8:30, we left around 8 and Joshua didn't fall asleep until after 9 but he had a great time! It was a rough start. We got there right at 6:30 but very few people were there, his teachers were there but not many guests had arrived yet. Joshua got a pouty face and then started crying. So we took him outside to calm him down. When we came back in lots more people had arrived with their kids so Joshua was happier. He loved watching them all run around and trying to chase them. He ate and ate and ate! He even sat on Santa's lap for a few seconds! Long enough for one of his teachers to get a photo and she got a good one! Of course he was smiling at his favorite teacher, she got him to sit still and smile for a minute, he has good taste as she is young and pretty she's even a ballet dancer! He flirted with her all night!

Videos

2011-11-24T10:50:00.000-05:00

Just uploaded new videos.

Joshua's 3 Year Photos

2011-11-24T10:08:00.003-05:00

3 Years

2011-11-24T08:41:00.003-05:00

Earlier this week Joshua turned 3. It was a bit bittersweet. He is growing older but in many ways he is still like an infant. He is making progress in all areas, slowly but surely but I fear every year he gets older will be a little bittersweet. He's no longer considered a baby, of course he will always be my baby but he still needs me as much as ever. I know I could sugar coat it but I'm not going to. I love him of course but it doesn't make it any easier when he has a birthday and still has so far to go. I wonder if the pain will ever go away, if I will ever feel better about where he is. I worry about the future, every day I worry about it. I try to take one day at a time but I still worry. I am so very proud of him, he has come so far and works so hard for each and every inchstone and milestone. Things the rest of us take for granted. So on this Thanksgiving I will do my best to be thankful that Joshua is healthy, so very healthy and is beating the odds right there. That he is walking! That he is making progress. I know it could be worse and I try to remember that every day. So as you eat your turkey or whatever you will be eating this Thanksgiving. Please be thankful. If you have children who are "typical" please be thankful for that.

We Are More Thankful Than You Are

2011-11-24T08:40:00.000-05:00

Photos!!

2011-10-30T15:19:00.005-04:00

I acknowledge that I am a bad blogger. I really prefer to read other blogs but I just started following a new blog and the author acknowledged me being a new follower of hers by saying that Joshua was gorgeous! I told her thank you more than once and decided that it was time to update with some new photos of my gorgeous son!!

Today we went to have photos taken since his going to be 3 next month! How the heck did that happen? So now that he's walking he just did that, walked everywhere, sometimes tried to run away from us and from the photographer especially. We hope she got some good ones, she did a good job he was just uncooperative. Had she had a video camera it would have been fine. :)

Not much news, his birthday party is in less than 2 weeks! We did decide to keep him at his current preschool because we love it so much. So for the rest of the school year that's where he will be. He is doing really well, not much new since my last post but he has been healthy. I realized again how lucky we are that he is so healthy, he has not had an ear infection or really any other kind of infection (that we know of) since his last birthday! Without further ado here are some photos from the last year.

These are totally out of order but I don't know how to fix it so I am not going to mess with it. The two beach photos are from May/June of this year, he loved the ocean this year and even put up with walking on the sand. The playground photos are from January/February of this year. The other photo is from our most recent vacation this month to Gatlinburg and was taken at the aquarium in the play area where we showed him how to pull the handle to see the light and then all he wanted to do was pull the handle.

If you are interested in seeing more I post all my photos to Facebook so look me up there.

Injustice

2011-09-18T12:53:00.002-04:00

I can't stand injustice. I don't want to be a part of it and worse I can't stand to sit idly by while the person who should do something does nothing. Joshua has enough working against him, he fights enough battles, he shouldn't have to fight this one. When you stop doing something you've done for a long time why can't the other people step up and do it? Why do some people get everything handed to them on a silver platter while others have to fight tooth and nail for everything and sometimes still not get it? I know life isn't fair, but does it have to be this unfair, this unjust? I know I deserve better, I know Joshua does too but if I say anything to anyone then I'm the bad guy looking for trouble. I'm just supposed to sit idly by and do nothing and that is very difficult for me. It's down right depressing.

Joshua's Transition Meeting

2011-08-22T21:03:00.004-04:00

Last Thursday we had Joshua's transition meeting. We brought him with us since his EI (early interventionist) had said that he would be in one room getting an evaluation while we were in another. Well it turned out they didn't evaluate him, she said later that now they are only doing that for children on the cusp, who may or may not qualify for services. So we were in this tiny little room with only a round table and chairs around it and Joshua hated it, I'm not sure how much I heard, I mostly had to deal with him and eventually went out into the waiting area to get him a toy which calmed him down.

Basically the meeting was about us signing papers and for us to ask any questions we had. They provided very little information when we did ask questions. The woman who ran the meeting is the psychologist who it looks like is in charge of special education for all of our school district. I went to a mom's night out on Saturday and met with some other moms who had children in special education in our school district and they too deal with this woman, most did not have good things to say about her it seems she is rather inflexible with her rules. I am not looking forward to having to deal with her and frankly why would I want to start now if I don't have to? She has a big fake plastic smile and was very fake with us, smiling her fake smile the whole time she talked to us. Saying things like well he would go to school 5 days a week (he goes 2 days a week now to the program he attends). Yeah, we know that already.

So we go to leave and have to make an appt. for a hearing & vision screening, supposed to be later on this week. We make the appt. and leave. Talking on the way home and thinking about it more, why do we have to do this when we're not sure we are even putting him in the program at 3 or later on in the school year and I find out from the EI if he doesn't go now or sometime during the year we will have to repeat the hearing & vision screening as it is only good for a year. So why am I doing it now when we haven't decided if he's going?

Why am I hesitating? Joshua goes to a wonderful preschool program right now that he can continue to go to until he turns 5 if we want. It is the only one in our area and through word of mouth has become full this year. I learned about it through our local organization for families with children with special needs (who sets up our mom's night out and other events) Family Connection. I was assigned a parent through their support group and she told me about it, turns out she lives just blocks away from the preschool. It is for children with and without special needs, so he goes to school with typical developing children as well as children with a range of disabilities. There is no formal IEP (Individualized Education Plan) which he would get before he got into the school district's program. Yet we do have an individualized plan with goals and it is much easier to change and it is followed. There is one head teacher and 2 other teachers plus an aide and at most there are 9 kids in the class. The teachers love their jobs and care about the children, you can tell, it is a wonderful loving environment. Joshua is happy there! Sure it took some time to get him adjusted but he loves going to school and being there! What more could I want?

The school district's program is strictly for children with special needs/disabilities. There are no peer role models (typically developing children) such as he has now at his school. He would have to have an IEP right away. There is only 1 teacher and 1 aide for each class, the class size is the same (although at his school there are rarely 9 kids in the class and he does get individual time). He would most likely get group therapy, not individual therapy like he gets at home and in clinics he goes to. He could still get outside therapy though but he would be going to preschool 5 half days a week (we would want mornings, he goes in the morning now and he naps in the afternoon). I take him an hour + each way to OT/cranial sacral therapy now on Monday mornings, not sure I could take him out of preschool to do that if I did he would only go 4 days a week. I have no idea what we would do with him in the summer. At his current school they are only out 2 weeks at a time, in the summer it is for only the last 2 weeks in July.

So I told the EI that before we set up any more evaluations (they want to do hearing & vision right away and a psych evaluation) I'd like to see a classroom. The psychologist said she couldn't just show us a classroom, she would need to see where he would fit and then she would show us that classroom but in order to do that she needs to know where he would fit so we have to do the hearing & vision eval and a psych eval. But if he doesn't end up going we have to do those evals all over again and possibly others (they want current OT, PT & speech evals from the past year) before he attends. We have the OT & speech, have to get the PT but we would have to get them all over again next year if he doesn't go this year and if we didn't have them they would do their own.

I want to see the environment because frankly they have a lot to live up to to be anywhere close to where he goes now. I can tell they are not going to make it easy for us to do this. The psychologist told the EI that we should call her ourselves, I do not think she will be any more flexible with us. You may think just do what they ask but you don't know Joshua very well. He will fight the hearing & vision screenings, we've done it before but not in the past year (it was early last summer). It will not be a pleasant experience for any of us and why do I want to put him through that when we may not even need to? I knew and I told my husband when we left the meeting that they would not make this easy for us. That we have to do things their way, just the way they said. We have to do all the evaluations and then we could see the classroom. If I didn't have a choice then I would probably do it all but I do have a choice so why do I need to change that right now?

Five Things You Should Know About a Special Needs Family

2011-08-03T20:11:00.001-04:00

Five Things You Should Know About a Special Needs Family

The Ten Commandments for Parents of Kids with Special Needs

2011-07-23T20:30:00.000-04:00

Sharing this, I read it on another blog.

1. Take one day at a time, and take that day positively. You don’t have control over the future, but you do have control over today.

2. Never underestimate your child’s potential. Allow him, encourage him, expect him to develop to the best of his abilities.

3. Find and allow positive mentors: parents and professionals who can share with you their experience, advice, and support.

4. Provide and be involved with the most appropriate educational and learning environments for your child from infancy on.

5. Keep in mind the feelings and needs of your spouse and your other children. Remind them that this child does not get more of your love just because he gets more of your time.

6. Answer only to your conscience: then you’ll be able to answer to your child. You need not justify your actions to your friends or the public.

7. Be honest with your feelings. You can’t be a super-parent 24 hours a day. Allow yourself jealousy, anger, pity, frustration, and depression in small amounts whenever necessary.

8. Be kind to yourself. Don’t focus continually on what needs to be done. Remember to look at what you have accomplished.

9. Stop and smell the roses. Take advantage of the fact that you have gained a special appreciation for the little miracles in life that others take for granted.

10. Keep and use a sense of humor. Cracking up with laughter can keep you from cracking up from stress.

Update #2

2011-07-22T12:35:00.003-04:00

Even though it was so long I still forgot some things to include in the update. Joshua is using a bigger boy sippy cup! For the longest time he was stuck on a semi-soft Tommee Tippee cup. I bought some other cups to try with him and he wasn't interested in any of them. He did like a cup that had a silicone spout but he bit a hole in it and then it leaked all over the place. A few weeks ago I tried a hard spout sippy cup that I had bought a few months ago again. It had Elmo on it and finally he decided it was ok! We have now switched him over exclusively to these cups! I am hoping eventually he'll take most types of hard spouts but for now I am thrilled he's happy with this cup. I have gotten rid of most of the others and am even going to be able to sell a brand new set that is still in it's packaging. He is also learning to take bites. Normally he would shove an entire whatever into his mouth but now if it's something too big he will take bites of it.

Update

2011-07-22T10:40:00.008-04:00

It has been a long time so I thought it was time for an update. Joshua is doing so well! He is learning and growing and we are so proud of him! In March he took his first steps and now he is walking all the time! His gait has improved considerably and he is learning to climb steps and walk on uneven surfaces. He wants to run sometimes and will walk as fast as his legs will carry him, it is so cute!

He is learning one step commands, we have been focusing on give me by saying it and also holding our hands out to him and he is learning what it means. Sometimes he will give things we don't even ask for, just walk up to you and give you something. If it's a book it has to be read and he waits smiling eagerly for you to start reading. He mostly does this with me, with the same book, reading it over and over again until he's had his fill. He is interacting so much more.

He loves preschool. When we go in he will greet everyone by walking up to them. He plays with the other kids now and loves watching them and chasing them! He wants to do whatever it is they are doing. If they're playing with something he wants to play with it. He will take something if he wants it, even if someone else is already playing with it. He wants to be included especially with the bigger boys. He is sitting in a big boy chair at circle time now! Before he was in a Rifton chair with a seat belt. Now he sits in a cube chair. He is letting the teachers do more hand-over-hand motions with him as well.

He is sleeping in a big boy bed now too! We knew the time would be coming soon so I researched and researched which bed would be best for him. I had a few other special needs moms recommend one particular bed, a fire truck bed made by Step 2. Looking for it online I found it's no longer being made. Then I searched Craigslist and found someone selling one! What luck! It has high sides on it so he is less likely to fall out of it and it even has a step (not that he uses it right now, he scoots himself into it). Most toddler beds have a small area on either side of the headboard made to keep them from rolling and I was worried it wouldn't work. His crib was a convertible crib but it was too high off the ground and he couldn't climb into it plus it only had one small rail to keep him from rolling out. It has been 2 weeks now and he sleeps in it for naps and for bedtime. He is doing so well that we got rid of his crib! I will admit in the beginning it wasn't easy. I wanted to give up at one point but I am so proud of myself for not giving up because it was absolutely worth it. I have packed up all his nursery stuff and am trying to sell it. We are going to be getting some Sesame Street decorations for him, already got him a Sesame Street bed set. Right now though he isn't using a pillow and he's never really used blankets but it will be good later on. He fell asleep on the floor a few times but now he will play until he gets tired enough and then he'll crawl up into his bed and go to sleep! Have I mentioned how proud I am?

Sometimes I get down but I try to remember all that he has accomplished in the last few months, these have been huge steps for him and remembering that makes me feel good. This journey has not been easy but he's making progress all the time. Last weekend we went to an event with our local special needs group and it was at a splash park. We didn't think Joshua would like it but turned out he loved it! I LOVE seeing him happy! Isn't that all that moms want for their children? He had an absolute ball, I was only sorry I hadn't brought my swim suit because we had tried the sprinkler in the backyard and he wasn't interested so we were shocked how much he loved the splash park. We will be making a return trip. He is also learning to keep his head above water at the pool. We got him a floatation vest and are trying to teach him to kick and splash in the pool, he is getting better.

I am beginning to think he's going to eat us out of house and home! He is 30lbs and almost 36 inches tall. Everyone has commented since he started walking at how tall he looks but he is right at average for his age. I guess he just looks taller since he's standing up all the time now. He is eating and eating too! I don't know where he puts it! Used to be that he would be satisfied with 3 meals, now he wants snacks in between. If it's something he likes to eat he will eat a lot of it. He loves pizza and can eat 2 to 3 slices in one sitting! He also loves: grilled cheese, hot dogs, cheese crackers (he ate a 1lb box in less than 2 weeks!), yogurt snacks, yogurt, animal crackers, brother's fuji apple crisps (he won't eat any others) carrots and french fries. I know most kids his age aren't good eaters and he doesn't eat a lot of variety but the things he does eat he eats a lot of. I try to buy healthy snacks for him, like Earth's Best brand makes a lot of organic snacks. We also eat turkey hot dogs and I buy organic milk with DHA added.

Yes he is still taking 2 naps! Most people are astonished and I thought that moving him to a bed he might move to one nap which would mean we'd have to make some changes to his schedule but nope, by 10 or 10:30 he is ready for a nap and usually takes a short one. Then he naps from 2-4. We try our best to wear him out so he sleeps well. He's usually asleep by 8:30. Until the last few days he was sleeping until 6:30 or 7 but then he started waking at 5:30 so mornings are varied. Well it's time for my lunch and soon will be time for Joshua's and I think this is a long enough update.

Joshua walking on the beach (2)

2011-06-08T20:29:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking on the beach

2011-06-08T20:27:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking on the boardwalk (3)

2011-06-08T20:21:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking on the boardwalk (2)

2011-06-08T20:15:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking on the boardwalk

2011-06-08T20:07:00.000-04:00

A Mother's Day Letter

2011-05-08T21:33:00.000-04:00

A Mother's Day Letter From Your Child

P&G | Special Olympics: What I See

2011-05-05T19:06:00.000-04:00

Giveaways at Love that Max!

2011-05-04T14:25:00.001-04:00

My favorite blogger and favorite blog is doing one of my favorite things, giving things away! Yahoo! So to get extra entries into her fabulous giveaways I am sharing the info right here! Go to www.lovethatmax.com!

Joshua walking inside (2) 4/17/11

2011-04-17T21:30:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking outside 4/17/11

2011-04-17T21:29:00.000-04:00

Traveling with a toddler

2011-04-09T20:49:00.003-04:00

Joshua is a great traveler. He does great being in the car. Every monday we drive over an hour each way to OT and he does great. That's not my problem, he does fine and adjusts pretty well to new places. Last year we went on 2 vacations and he did fine both times but he was able to sleep in a pack'n'play (portacrib). Now I'm not so sure. He hasn't slept in one in over 6 months and he has grown since then, he's now 3ft tall and over 30lbs, I'm pretty sure that's over the limit for the pack'n'play. I don't want him to try to climb out if it and get hurt, he has never tried to do this in the past but he is so much more mobile now and is always trying to climb up on the coffee table and couch. He has never tried to climb out of his crib either but he probably will one day, I dread that and trying to get him to sleep in a bed (that's for another post). So here is my dilema, what do we do when we're on vacation? The place we go to at the beach I was able to reserve a pack'n'play but not where we'll be going in October and do I really want him sleeping in one anyway since he's so big? So I found the PeaPod Plus. It's a tent with an air mattress inside, it unzips one on side and on the other has mesh like the pack'n'play. It's a bigger version of the regular PeaPod, this one's mattress is the size of a regular crib so ideal for up to age 6, (the original I would imagine would be the size of the pack'n'play mattress). But I'm concerned, it's a tent, he's never slept in one. It can be hot in there I've read and he is very warm natured, I do not want him to overheat. Will he like it and sleep in it? That's probably my biggest concern. He's never slept in a regular bed either so my other option of an air mattress on the floor I'm equally worried about. Please, I really am looking for input. Joshua is the size of a 2 year old but is not cognitively a 2 year old, he's a baby or 1 year old, hence my dilema.

Joshua stands up by himself!

2011-03-25T21:29:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking

2011-03-25T21:09:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking at the park (4)

2011-03-25T20:56:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking at the park (3)

2011-03-25T20:51:00.000-04:00

Joshua walking at the park

2011-03-25T20:41:00.001-04:00

Joshua practicing sit to stand (2)

2011-03-25T20:41:00.000-04:00

Joshua practicing sit to stand

2011-03-25T20:40:00.000-04:00

Joshua taking steps (2) 3-19-11

2011-03-19T18:48:00.001-04:00

Joshua taking steps 3-19-11

2011-03-19T18:48:00.000-04:00

Joshua takes steps by himself!!

2011-03-03T20:08:00.000-05:00

Joshua walking 3/3/11 (3)

2011-03-03T20:07:00.001-05:00

Joshua walking 3/3/11 (2)

2011-03-03T20:07:00.000-05:00

Joshua walking 3/3/11 (1)

2011-03-03T19:22:00.000-05:00

Joshua walking 3/2/11

2011-03-03T19:16:00.000-05:00

Favorite Apps

2011-02-21T18:33:00.002-05:00

Joshua's Favorite Apps

Sparkabilities Babies 2 for iPad is probably his favorite. When he first started playing with it he would play 1 or 2 cards and now he can just keep playing, all the cards and go back for more.

Peekaboo Barn is a pretty close 2nd, it was the first paid app I got for him because he loved the lite version.

Hatch! was the first app he learned, he learned to keep touching the screen until the egg hatched.

In The Meadow, we have the lite version because as far as I can tell there's no difference (besides additional languages that we don't need). He loves this one and the others from the same developer.

Peekaboo Wild is from the same developer as Peekaboo Barn but Joshua likes the barn better.

Talking Tom, Joshua likes to pet him to make him purr but that's about it.

Working on the Railroad, again we have the lite version as it doesn't seem the paid version offers anything else.

Look Baby! was the first app he really liked. He also learned on this app to touch the teddy bear to make him laugh and the butterfly to change it's color and he does still like it.

We have a lot more apps but these are definitely Joshua's favorites. We have lite versions of Dr. Seuss's ABC, The Cat in the Hat and Green Eggs and Ham. I like them but Joshua's not crazy about them so I haven't purchased the full version. He does like Little Bella's I Close My Eyes which I did purchase the full version of. I like the Story Chimes apps but they're too long and Joshua doesn't really like book apps. I found an app called MeeGenius which offers books and comes with 6 books for free and the app is free, it's nice but the books are very basic no animations.

For communication I have iComm, MyTalk and TapToTalk. Of them my favorite is iComm which we have the free version of and even the free version is customizable but there is no sound in the free version I still like it though for basic pictures. We also have Verbs with Milo but I don't like that at the end of each verb Milo says TaDa, just annoying but otherwise it's an ok app.

I just downloaded Infant Arcade but Joshua doesn't really like it at least not yet but we got the free versions of PeekABoo, Numbers and Alphabet. He doesn't really like apps where you just touch different things on the screen at least not right now anyway, he likes to just keep tapping the screen like you do in Sparkabilities and Peekaboo Barn. I got Preschool Games - Farm Animals (Photo Touch) and Baby Games - My First Shapes which are customizable but we have them set on 2 items on the screen and you pick the correct one. Joshua doesn't know to pick what's being asked but he does know that if he picks the wrong one he won't get to the next one so he will pick the other option so he is learning that.

Joshua playing Sparkabilities Babies 2 2/20/11

2011-02-20T17:59:00.000-05:00

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2011-02-20T17:58:00.000-05:00

Joshua playstructure at playground

2011-02-13T15:08:00.000-05:00

Joshua in walker 2/13/11

2011-02-13T14:52:00.000-05:00

Joshua playing Peekaboo Barn on iPad

2011-02-13T14:29:00.002-05:00

Joshua in walker 1/30/11 (2)

2011-02-13T14:29:00.001-05:00

Joshua in walker 1/30/11

2011-02-13T14:29:00.000-05:00

Joshua playing

2011-01-23T12:05:00.002-05:00

A video of Joshua practicing his new skill. He can now put all 4 different sized balls in the top of the toy. Last night at EdVenture Children’s Museum he played with wooden nesting blocks and put a small block into a bigger one!

This is the toy.

Joshua sliding (2)

2011-01-23T12:03:00.000-05:00

Joshua sliding

2011-01-23T11:38:00.000-05:00

Joshua swinging (2)

2011-01-23T11:30:00.000-05:00

Joshua swinging

2011-01-23T11:15:00.000-05:00

Joshua laughing

2011-01-23T11:10:00.000-05:00

My New Life

2011-01-15T15:42:00.003-05:00

I've been thinking a lot lately about how different my life is now, certainly different from what I expected it to be that goes without saying but different now than what it was a year ago and even more so 2 years ago. Last year we had just started on this journey with Joshua, early intervention and therapy, it was all new and the idea that he was delayed was pretty new too.

I view things differently now. I am on lots of sites geared towards moms with kids with disabilities and I keep finding new ones. Stories that wouldn't have touched me as much before really do now.

I had a friend who has a child with Autism, she wasn't ever a close friend but now she's not my friend at all. She works in her state to help parents with children with disabilities yet she completely abandoned me. She's supposed to help other parents yet she criticized me for complaining, I guess she doesn't remember how I'm feeling now, how she felt a few years ago. I know she wasn't ever really my friend in the first place but it hurts more because she has a child with special needs and she wasn't given much hope when she got his diagnosis, he's doing phenomenally now. I could never do to someone else what she did to me. I think I'm entitled to complain more. I am envious of parents who complain about their children misbehaving when Joshua can't misbehave the same way.

I am constantly looking for new apps to download for Joshua's future iPad. We have about 70 apps now, not all for him but most of them are. All are free either lite editions of apps or were on sale so I got them for free.

I sent Joshua with my husband to his family's for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. Since it's not my holiday (I'm Jewish in case you didn't know) and I decided I really needed the break. I was warned about missing them but is it awful to say that I enjoyed my break? I will admit having the house to myself for that long was a little strange but it was nice. I am now planning a trip to visit my niece and her family in March/April, a weekend I think, my first I hope of many, I hope to make it a yearly thing.

I am going to my first special needs conference in a few weeks. It's local and through Family Connection of SC, I think it will be really good. I know I wasn't ready last year but I am more ready now. I am feeling more and more like this is where I belong, not by choice but by need. This is where I need to be. There is a really great video I saw recently that really sums it all up.

I don't know why I'm on this path or why Joshua was the child chosen for us, maybe one day it will be more clear to me but for now this is where I am. When I can I take breaks to do things I enjoy because too much focus on special needs is too overwhelming for me but in small segments broken up I can handle it. I think I am doing better at handling things a little bit, it was a bit shaky there for a while but I am feeling ok.

Long time, no post

2011-01-08T16:12:00.003-05:00

This blog post has been a long time coming, I think I was scared to write it down because that makes it more real to me. A few weeks ago or last month I guess it was I did something I shouldn't have and wish with everything I have that I could take it back. I did what the genetic counselor said I shouldn't do. I googled Joshua's diagnosis. It scared me, really badly. I also found a site for moms with boys with his diagnosis, that made it worse. I felt a little better after talking to the genetic counselor who told me that Joshua was the 1st to be diagnosed with a very small duplication, the smallest ever reported and just on the one specific part of the gene/chromosome (not sure which one).

I haven't been the same since this happened though. I'm terrified for his future. Before this I just lived day to day doing the best I could, now I'm just going through the motions trying to get through the day. In the beginning, a few weeks ago, I was crying a lot. Now I'm not sure if I'm numb or what, I do still think about it, obsess over and need to stop.

I was upset when we found out Joshua was a boy, I wanted a girl. I got over that though, for the most part. Then we found out Joshua was delayed and now this. What's next? I'm trying to move forward but not really sure how. I really only wanted one child, a girl. I can't help but think about what he's not going to be and that I may not have grandchildren one day. I'm scared to find out if I am a carrier for what he has, that would make me feel worse. I'm not sure I/we could handle having another baby anyway. I feel like seeing a typical baby achieve milestones would hurt. My heart hurts for Joshua but he's happy and doesn't know but I do and that's what hurts.

I've thinking about this post, I know I haven't updated in a long time so I thought it was time but I wasn't ready, still not sure I am now. I wonder how long I'll feel this way, I know lots of kids his age that are doing more than he is and it hurts. I still wonder why me, why him? I don't believe that special people get special kids and I don't feel blessed right now, maybe one day I will. So that's basically where I'm at right now, just getting through the day in one piece.

Oh we are most of the way to getting Joshua his iPad! We have gotten more donations and we're at $400 right now! I want to get the 32GB model with an extended warranty & case so we're looking at $750 so we're more than halfway there. I know we'll be putting in our own money so we won't be waiting much longer. I figure we'll wait until he gets to try it first and then we'll decide if we're getting it now or waiting. It will be February or March when we get to try it for 2 weeks.

2010-12-05T09:24:00.000-05:00

Joshua's 2 year check-up

2010-11-24T10:37:00.002-05:00

Poor Joshua remembers the doctor's office as he cried the whole time we were there and he didn't even have to get shots! The only times he was happy was when the dr sang to him (she asked if he likes singing and we said he did so she sang) and when we read to him. Anyway he is proportionate in all areas. He is 34 inches tall (54th percentile), 28lbs (51st percentile) and his head is 49 cm (72nd percentile).

We discussed with her all the concerns we had that Joshua's PT had brought up and pretty much as I thought the PT was trying to scare us. The dr seemed perplexed about his legs not growing because he wasn't on his feet enough and she saw no problems in his legs being turned in. So he is healthy, just behind developmentally. I even asked about him seeing an orthopedist and she didn't see any reason for it since she examined him and he looked fine. His ears are clearing up nicely from his ear infection. She said of course we should continue the therapies and work with him at home but agreed that we can't do it all the time. She was pleased to hear that he is now cruising more and can stand up for a few seconds at a time. Overall she was pleased with his progress.

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2010-11-24T08:11:00.001-05:00

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Joshua's 2nd Birthday Party

2010-11-21T16:37:00.003-05:00

I am going to try to write this without crying. I feel like yesterday was a culmination of the whole year and I try very hard to remember the good about it but it's hard. I had been waiting and planning this party for months and we had family and friends drive from as far as Raleigh to attend. On Friday Joshua was fine, perfect, himself. That night he didn't sleep very well, I was concerned already but hoping it was nothing. He woke up at 1 and 3 and then was up at 5 for the day. He was cranky and wouldn't eat breakfast, major uh-oh. He always eats breakfast, he loves to eat period so anytime he doesn't want to eat sends up a red flag for me. He got warm, had a borderline fever and was even crankier but we had people coming for his party at 11am, what could I do? We didn't do anything and let him nap from 10-11. He woke up and ate some lunch but was crankier than ever. He ate a piece of pizza. We all ate lunch and then walked up to the park and he was ok in the stroller and then at the park. We came back and tried to open presents but he wasn't having it. I tried to put him down for his nap but he wouldn't go so we drove around with him and he fell asleep in the car. That lasted a half an hour and then he was up crying. So we sent the guests home (it was about time for them to leave anyway) and took Joshua to urgent care. The mistake I made was taking my niece and mother with me and letting Jamie stay home, very bad idea that I regret now. We were at urgent care for 2 hours! The whole time Joshua was miserable from being tired and not feeling well. We sang to him and even got the channel changed on the tv to Nick Jr., that helped for a little but didn't last long. By the time we saw the dr she said his ears were red and he had a double ear infection, big surprise. He had no other symptoms other than being cranky and having a fever. We went home and before I could even pick up the medicine from the pharmacy he was asleep. He slept until 8 when he woke up we gave him his medicine, a bath and put him back to bed. He slept better that night although he was up once but when he woke up this morning we gave him his medicine, he at breakfast and has been fine all day. Why? Why me? Why us? Why him? When my niece left I finally broke down in tears that I had been holding in most of the day. It's not fair. I was so looking forward to this day for so long. Why couldn't it happen Friday or today? Why did it have to be the day of his party? He will have a small celebration at preschool on Tuesday, hopefully I can get some pics of that. I really don't know what to do, I have to try to get over it and try to remember the good about yesterday but it's hard.

E-mail to Joshua's PT

2010-11-10T14:00:00.002-05:00

Today was Joshua's IFSP meeting his infamous PT actually attended. Well of course she did more than attend, she had him in his stander and then in the walker she lets us borrow. I went through all the same emotions I had almost a year ago at his evaluation and decided that rather than cry about it I could send her an e-mail and let her know how I feel. So I did just that and here it is.

First I want to say I really do appreciate all you have done for and with Joshua but you have to know that not every single one of the suggestions or recommendations you make are possible especially all the time and for the amount of time you want them to be done. I am his mother and I have to live with him and all of your suggestions. Just today I was brought back to the feelings I had when I took him to his physical therapy evaluation almost a year ago and it was very painful for me. I do not think he will like having a pressure suit at all, we have tried it with him and it has made no difference in fact he was worse during OT when it was done. I will try but I make no promises. The same goes for the stander. Of course I want him to walk and to improve but at what cost to me and him? His entire day cannot be therapy, he has to be allowed the same things that other children are allowed, free play time. I understand that you are concerned with his growth and development and appreciate it and of course so am I. Right now he loves speech therapy, it is the one therapy where he is allowed to just play and I will not ruin that for him. If he does not like being in the stander during that therapy and it becomes where he no longer enjoys it then I will not continue it. He has made improvements there and I want that to continue. It is just as important to me that he make improvements in speech as it is in other therapies. So I will try your suggestions and recommendations but in the end I will choose what is best for me and my son, I have to be able to sleep at night and not be miserable and I am right now going through the same emotions I had when he was first evaluated. I do not need to be reminded that he has a long road, of course I know that, but I don't need reminders. I also don't need to know that you thought he would have graduated by now and he hasn't, that hurts and I do not need to know that. I also am not ready to contact other families dealing with the same diagnosis as Joshua. If and when I am ready I will do it on my own. If you want more information about his diagnosis I suggest googling it but it was suggested to me by the genetic counselor that I not do that as it tends to be negative and I do not need any more negativity in my life. Also all children are different and I do not think that just because one child with the same diagnosis did something at one time does not mean Joshua will do the same. I am sorry but I think I have to tell you how I feel as I have to live with myself and Joshua and the suggestions and recommendations you make. I want him to enjoy being at preschool as well and do not think he would like being in his stander. He does pull up all the time and even stands alone for up to 20 seconds at time. You may not have seen him do that but he does it ALL THE TIME at home and even at preschool. Maybe that's not good enough for you but I have to celebrate the things he does and how far he has come and I think those are wonderful.

She came back by the house to install a piece on Joshua's walker and said it was great that he was standing for 20 seconds but that in 12 months (it's only been 10) he's only made 4 months of progress and I said that's better than none and she said if it wasn't for intense therapy he wouldn't have. Who does she think she is? She knows that it's 100% therapy that's gotten him to this point? No one knows that! She brought back by his shoes that go over his AFOs which have gotten too small for him for him to just wear the shoes without the inserts but if he can pull his feet out of smaller shoes that are his size how does she think these will stay on his feet when they're a size bigger? She said all we can do is try and they're just recommendations. Well they sure seem like more than that when she says them!

Another Year

2010-11-06T10:50:00.003-04:00

Since writing those letters to those two doctors I have felt better and think that I need to get it all out in the open, things that are still bothering me that have happened this past year. So far I've had a surprise apology and that has also made me feel better.

There's one thing left though that still bothers me that I feel like I need to get out. I was a member of a board online from the time I was pregnant with Joshua until December when I went to Joshua's physical therapy evaluation when I posted about it and didn't like the responses I got. I realize now I was never really a part of it and a lot of it is a popularity thing and I wasn't part of the popular group. I tried really hard to stay involved and I'm now wishing I had some of that time back to enjoy my time with Joshua as a baby more, it went by way too fast. I am glad I met some of the ladies on there that I am still in touch with and have been good friends to me. I am thinking now of ways I could have responded better to what was said but I don't think I could have back then, I think this past year and getting Joshua's diagnosis is what enables me to respond in a different way now.

Basically they didn't know what I was going through and had no way of knowing how it affected me. Part of what was said was based on the way the physical therapist treated and talked to me making me feel responsible for Joshua's delays. I know now that I was not responsible and feel worlds better about that. He has a condition he's had since conception, nothing we did caused or changed that. I am glad I didn't know ahead of time, I was able to enjoy my time with him in the beginning. Had we done prenatal testing who knows what our decision might have been. It will affect our decisions going forward and that's inevitable. I'm getting off topic here. Part of what was suggested was to suck it up and deal, cry about it and get over it. Having been through this past year I know that I would still be crying, it is not something you just get over. Other moms of special kids understand. That has been helpful to me, knowing other moms who have been in similar situations.

Also I have learned that I cannot do everything that his therapists recommend. There isn't enough time in the day and I have to find balance that works for me as this is our life and will be going forward for some time. Other moms of special kids would agree with me on this. I do know that I am doing the best I can, every day. The therapists don't always think about how what they say affects parents. I don't think they consider the time restraints or other therapies that he has and factor that in to our time. Of course I want what's best for him but that is for me to decide, not his therapists. They make recommendations but they don't know him like we do and no one knows whether it's the therapy or him making the improvements himself. Of course we will continue therapy with him but he has to have time to just play on his own without every second being therapy. Some therapy is play but some isn't and we can't expect him to work all the time.

Also something the neurologist said stuck with me, we can't change nature and while we don't know what the future does hold it's likely that he will get there at some point regardless. I also know my son better than anyone and if he isn't ready to learn something he just isn't going to do it. We have been trying to get him to walk for a long time and he's just not ready, period. When he wants to learn something he will pick it up right away. Just yesterday he learned to turn something on his pop up toy and it only took one time and he got it. However he does not want to stack blocks or pound pegs, period. His OT keeps working on those with him but he hates it. So basically I have some wisdom on this whole process now that I didn't have a year ago. I also know Joshua better and can predict his behavior better.

In less than 3 weeks Joshua will be 2 years old and I have no idea where this year went. We are so busy with therapies, preschool and appts. We did take two great vacations this year but somehow the year slipped by. I am trying harder to savor time before Joshua is another year older.

My favorite blog!

2010-11-02T13:21:00.003-04:00

I am a reader of the Love That Max blog. Today's post totally hit the nail on the head for me! She totally gets it! Please read the post from today.

Therapy

2010-10-24T19:29:00.006-04:00

I think this one has been a long time coming. I'm very frustrated with some of Joshua's therapists. He has a new OT and so far not so good. His old OT was good but she knew nothing about working on sensory issues with him, she was very nice but we spent a little too much time talking and she wasn't very professional. His new OT isn't doing as much sensory as I had hoped. She had me fill out a sensory questionnaire and I even wrote specific notes about him on it but I'm not sure how much it has helped her working with him. She insisted that he would love a tight fitting suit but he hated it. He does love swinging and we put him in a spandex sheet and swing him and likes that but that's about the only part of her session he likes. Then she tries to work on fine motor with a pound a peg and she wants him to use the hammer to pound the pegs, duh he's not ready for that! I think I need to tell her how I feel, I'm not always good at that. She really got on my nerves Friday when Joshua wasn't feeling well and nothing was helping I suggested a video because I told her he always watches a video at his other OT. So we put the video on and she goes into telling me how bad videos are and that maybe we should use some real objects like the ones in the video while he's watching. When he watches one of his videos he's usually pretty engrossed in it and doesn't pay attention to much else.

I think what's bothering me right now though as much as all of that is that I feel so much pressure and I wonder if parents of other kids who go to therapy feel this way as well, I feel pressure to do the things the therapists want us to do, all the time. I have to admit to not doing as much as I should and certainly not as much as they want me to. I feel like he has to have time to just do whatever he wants to do. A big part of it is I don't know how much it will help him and he fights me on a lot of his therapy. If he doesn't want to do something he's not going to do it. Like walking, if he doesn't want to walk he will just not put weight on his feet, period. It is a waste of my time to try to get him to walk when he doesn't want to which is most of the time. His PT has a special walker that he gets attached to so he can't just sit down, it holds him in it. His walker at home doesn't do that and he hates it and rarely walks in it. This is it http://www.easy-walking.com/up-n-go/models-pricing/toddler/

There's also an argument between his OT in Hartsville and his PT who wants him to wear a hand splint which separates his thumb from his other fingers which he apparently likes to hold his thumb in and they don't want him to do that. Now he has the splint and he still tries to put his thumb in his mouth when he's wearing it. The OT was saying that it's only a bandage on the problem.

I personally think that most things as I have seen with Joshua will happen when he is ready. I don't know when and I question pushing him and spending all my time and energy on it when I don't know how well it's working. I think he will get there when he is ready. I know this has been a ramble but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm tired of all his therapists wanting us to do so many things me being stuck in the middle. I need to speak out more and tell them but sometimes when I do it falls on deaf ears. I have been signing with him for a long time and he hasn't picked up on it, which is frustrating to me. His early interventionist seems to take whatever the therapists say as gold even when I tell her other things. So moms of kids who go to therapy do you ever have issue with the kids therapists? Do you feel like they ask a lot of you?

Letters

2010-10-08T10:39:00.003-04:00

Today I finally decided to write letters to the two doctors we have seen who were wrong about Joshua. The one in Greenville I feel like I really put him in his place, where he needed to be. The one in Charleston I just let her know that we chose not to follow the path she tried to put us on. Here they are.

Dear Dr. in Greenville:

You may not remember me, my husband or my son but we saw you in May of this year. It was a brief visit during which you only mentioned the possibility of Autism. I sent you an e-mail and also discussed with you during this visit the possibility of him having sensory issues without being Autistic. You seemed to dismiss this possibility and I know that such a disorder does exist. You have been the only professional to see the possibility of Autism in my son. All other professionals (doctors and therapists) completely disagree with this. He is, however, going to be evaluated for Autism. It turns out that the reason for his developmental delays is a genetic condition that was discovered by a visit to Greenwood Genetics and a blood test, the microarray. It is MECP2 Duplication Syndrome, an x-linked neurodevelopmental disorder. It is possible that with this disorder he can have Autistic like behaviors or symptoms and he does have sensory issues which could be under that umbrella but he does not have any other Autistic behaviors or symptoms. We saw a neurologist this week who was very impressed with Joshua’s eye contact and how social he is. I just wanted to let you know what the status was of our son. I hope you will take into account the possibility of Sensory Integration Disorder as a cause of other children’s behavioral or developmental problems. While those with Autism do have sensory issues it is not required that you must have Autism to have sensory issues, it can stand alone or be associated with something else. We will not be doing ABA therapy with Joshua but will continue with occupational, physical and speech therapy as well as sensory integration therapy and cranial sacral therapy.

Sincerely,
Elizabeth Brown

Dear Dr. in Charleston:

You may not remember me, my husband or my son but we came to see you in June of this year. I found you through the Sensory Processing Disorder’s website, listed you as a pediatrician who specialized in sensory disorders. I have to tell you that we were made to wait an hour before we saw you and we were coming from Columbia, I feel that is too long to wait. Your assessment of him was brief but you said you would be in contact with us and all of his therapists. We did get blood work and an eye exam done but I had to make quite a few phone calls to ensure those appointments were made. You never did contact any of my son’s therapists and I was disappointed, I felt that you would help us and I was let down. We have found an OT in Hartsville who has been helping my son with his sensory issues. We did not choose to change his diet though the blood tests said he was allergic/intolerant of some foods. We saw an allergist who said that since he was having no visible reactions to the food that he did not think we needed to worry about it. I feel that we have so much to worry about with our son as it is that a drastic change in his diet would be too much for all of us to deal with. We have found out that our son has a genetic condition, MECP2 Duplication Syndrome. It is a x-linked neurodevelopmental disorder. So it turns out that his delays are not caused by food but by this disorder and no one that we have spoken with has thought that changing his diet would help. We are continuing with all of his therapies; occupational, physical and speech and have added sensory integration and cranial sacral therapies as well. We saw a neurologist this week who was very impressed with our son’s eye contact and how social he is. We are having him evaluated for Autism, with his disorder Autistic behaviors and symptoms are possible but we are only seeing the sensory issues. I just wanted to update you on him.

Sincerely,
Elizabeth Brown

Good Neurology Appt.!

2010-10-06T12:36:00.004-04:00

This morning was our first visit with the pediatric neurologist. He was very positive about Joshua!! He said a lot of what I had already heard from the genetic counselor, that we can't predict what Joshua's future will be, it is a variable condition but that Joshua was doing really well!! He said it was great that he was social and makes eye contact, he said it multiple times so it must be very good!! He has some patients with Joshua's condition and he is doing much better than they are. He said it's thought that sometimes we have protective genes so even though he has this condition he may have other genes which are protecting him or something like that. He did mention quite a lot that there is possibility for seizure but even if he has one it's highly unlikely that they would cause brain damage. He also told us about the possibility of regression with his disorder so we would be aware. He gave us the option of coming back in or not and we decided we would call if we had questions but for now we will only come in as needed. He said we should keep up the good work with all the therapy, that we were doing a great job! He said we could do an MRI but he didn't see the need unless he was having seizures or regression. Overall very pleased with the appt. and the neurologist! He said that the geneticist did all the work so now we have an answer and for now there's no cure or treatment except for what we're already doing. He also said that his sensory issues probably stem from his condition.

New Diagnosis

2010-10-04T18:37:00.005-04:00

Last week we spent the week on vacation in the beautiful Smokey Mountains. We stayed a resort in Gatlinburg, TN, in a gorgeous location. We went to the aquarium which Joshua loved, we went to a little zoo and traveled all over the area seeing the sights, it was wonderful and we can't wait to go back next year. Here's a link to our vacation album http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=554850&id=595845092&l=b025dcecdf.

It had been a few weeks since we had seen the geneticist and gotten ourselves tested for myotonic dystrophy and we were still waiting on the results from that and from Joshua's other tests. While we were on vacation the results came in and I had two messages waiting for me from the genetic counselor. I called her back on Friday and left her a message but I found out this morning she was in a conference on Friday so I was left wondering all weekend what the results were, not fun.

This morning I called and left her another message, this time she called me back. Apparently my husband tested negative for myotonic dystrophy or I should say that his numbers were too low for him to test positive. I, on the other hand, tested positive just barely high enough to be considered positive yet I've had no symptoms of the disorder and I pray I never will.

The bigger news was that I was probably right that it was not the myotonic dystrophy causing Joshua's delays. Joshua's other genetic test came back positive for something else, MECP2 Duplication Syndrome. I don't know a lot about it, I have chosen at this time not to research it like crazy and scare myself with all the possibilities (the genetic counselor warned me that most of the information about it is negative). What I do know is that it is a x-linked neurodevelopmental disorder. Joshua only tested positive on one of the two genes that this disorder is linked to and that's good. Something else that's good is that 75% of kids have recurrent infections from birth and Joshua has not, 50% have seizures and Joshua doesn't. She said that his case is not textbook and that is good. She said he will still show us what he can do, it's a variable disorder. I'm not going to let this define him. If you want to look it up take the information with a grain of salt (that's what she told me to do).

They

2010-09-20T10:57:00.002-04:00

I swear this is the last time I'm going to do this until the day that I actually tell the people off who deserve it for how they've treated me over the years. One particular person knows who they are and was wrong, period. If I was wrong then they were just as wrong and I'm not going to get over it. They didn't get over what I did, they all blew it way out of proportion instead like usual. They have no idea what our life is like, they don't care. They choose not to support us but to make things more difficult for me, I don't need them doing that. I want so badly to rid my life of them but I am still so angry over what they did. They don't respect me, they think they can say and do whatever they want and get away with it and it's WRONG! I do not like injustice or double standards and both have occurred in this situation. No matter how much you have worked with a child with special needs when it is your own child it's different, it just is, deal with it! I don't expect people to understand but be understanding and cut me a little freakin' slack, ok? Maybe I'm not the person you wanted in your life but I am here, I am Joshua's mom and I'm not going anywhere! Deal with it! I tried for so many years to do the right thing and no matter what I did it wasn't enough. I know in my heart that I did all I could do but I was not going to just sit by and let injustice happen. They can go about their lives and forget me but I will not forgive or forget what they have done unless they admit they were wrong and apologize. If you don't have a husband who owns his business AND have a child with special needs then you don't know my life! When you plan to have a child who is perfect in every way and it doesn't go as planned it hurts, I deal with enough that I don't need anything else!

Wish Lists

2010-09-13T14:09:00.004-04:00

I have created two wish lists for Joshua's Birthday/Christmas/Hanukkah. One is at Toys R Us and the other is at Amazon. Most of the items on his Toys R Us list are available in stores, you can even check on most items (on the website) if they have it at your local store. Amazon offers free super saver shipping when you spend $25 or more, it can take a few extra days to get where it's going though so you have to order ahead of time.

I know some people think it's tacky or whatever but in our case I think it's understandable since you may not know what to get him. Some typical 2 year old toys wouldn't be appropriate for him and we would either have to stash them away until he's older or return them. I have created wish lists with items that I know would be good for him now. You can use it as a guide or you can purchase something directly off it, if you do and you're in a store be sure to let them (or me) know so it can be taken off the wish list and someone else doesn't buy it.

Here is his Toys R Us Wish List
Joshua's Toys"R"Us Wish List

Here is his Amazon Wish List
Joshua's Amazon Wish List

Genetics continued

2010-08-24T16:04:00.002-04:00

I was just reading the printout that we got today from the geneticist and wanted to add a little information about myotonic dystrophy. Joshua has type 1 which is a multisystem disorder that affects all systems but he has mild which only says it affects the eyes and includes mild myotonia (sustained muscle contraction). Classic and congenital affect other systems of the body it appears that Joshua will not have to worry about that although they may do an occasional ECG. The best part is that it says life span is normal! Individuals with mild DM1 may have only cataract, mild myotonia or diabetes. They may have fully active lives and a normal or minimally shortened life span.

Genetics

2010-08-24T15:31:00.002-04:00

Last week I got a call from the genetic counselor at Greenwood Genetics where we had our appt. last month. They ran a test for myotonic dystrophy. The results came back abnormal meaning positive for it. Normal is 3-34, borderline is 35-49, Joshua's result on one of the genes for it was 12 on another it was 55 which is a positive result. There is good news in that he definitely has a mild case. The numbers continue to go up, into the thousands so Joshua's is barely positive. Other good news is that it is a very slow progressing disease and also highly variable so he may not have too many issues with it. There are lots of possibilities but most are for adults as it is usually adult onset but he has child onset. Most of the health issues are things to be monitored as he gets older but for now we will have his eyes checked yearly as there is a risk for cataracts, that is it though for now.

It may or may not be responsible for all of Joshua's delays. It can affect all areas of his development and the geneticist said even some of his sensory issues so he may or may not have sensory processing disorder, there is really no way to tell and the therapy we would do is the same so we will continue doing what we are doing. One thing that both the geneticist and the genetic counselor said is that Joshua will show us what he can and will do, that we should not underestimate him at all.

So for now no changes to his therapy. We are still going to Hartsville once a week for cranial sacral therapy. Joshua's OT at home will be doing sensory integration therapy with him starting this week. So we are doing all that we can be doing.

Sensational Kids

2010-08-05T20:58:00.000-04:00

An excerpt of a sample letter from the book Sensational Kids.

Dear Grandma and Grandpa:

I have heard that we will be staying with you again for Christmas this year! I know you have noticed that visits away from home are very hard for me, so I decided to write you and give you some ideas for making my time with you a lot better than it was last year.

I know Mom has told you about my "hidden handicap" called Sensory Processing Disorder. SPD is a neurodevelopmental disorder that affects my brain and makes it different than others.SPD is a complicated disorder and research is only starting to come out about it.

The best thing you can do is don't judge my parent's efforts. Everyone is always giving them advice about me- like they know better how to handle me than Mom and Dad. But nobody else lives with me, and it's really hard on my parents when people who don't live with me try to tell them how to do it. They know you have the best intentions but, honestly, we have been through so much already and they are so familiar with me and my needs. I know they are human, but sometimes I think they must be angels. They are such great people and they need your support.

It might sound like I'm asking you to change yourself, but I'm really not. I just want to ask you to be patient with me and understanding with my parents. I am trying hard to cope with everything, and they're doing their best to help me.

Do you think you see the world now a little bit like I do? That's what I hope. I am just me. I am like you in lots of ways and I'm different in other ways. There will be a place for me in the world, and I plan to do great things when I grow up. But in the meantime, at this family celebration, we'll all have a better time if you can take the time to imagine how I feel, to realize that I want to be "good" and participate, and I am doing the best I can!

See you soon!
Love,
Joshua

2010-08-04T15:13:00.006-04:00

A blog I've been following prefaced a post with an honesty alert, well I think I should do the same. My blog is usually just about big things going on in our lives. I don't go into much detail about the day to day and I certainly don't talk about me or my emotions. Well, I think it's time for a change. Not that I will be doing it all that often but events lately have got me in a mood.

I've been feeling rather blah lately, maybe more than lately. Ever since Joshua started early intervention my life hasn't been exactly peaches and cream. First it was just physical therapy, now we're doing speech and occupational. I have really been feeling like I need to be doing more. I am hoping that we are on the right track with the OT we found in Hartsville who we will be traveling the 2.5 hours round trip to see once a week for now. He is also on a waiting list for Total Rehab SC to go there for OT but it will be at least October before that happens. There are other similar places I have called but they all have waiting lists at least as long and this one is the closest to our house. In the meantime he will be getting a new OT who has some sensory experience but that will be a few weeks. I have called OTs who are experienced in sensory and none are available right now, apparently they're in very high demand in my area. Basically an OT usually works on fine motor but we need one who will also address Joshua's sensory issues.

For a long time I felt like we were in a holding pattern, I didn't know what else to do, I was so frustrated. Since Joshua started early intervention it has pretty much been my life, I handle most of it so my husband can do what keeps him just as busy, his business. Joshua is my own little business. I read books and do research on the internet about what else we can do for him. Then I try things out with him. The OT has us working on improving his grip and of course we're trying to get him to walk. Joshua is very, very stubborn. If he does not want to do something you can stand on your head and he still won't do it. The PT wants him to use his walker but if he doesn't want to he won't stand up and I can't make him. Same with any other type of therapy. I want him to pull the rings off his ring stacker but if he doesn't want to he won't do it, he knows I want him to do it so he goes to play with something else. It's frustrating and heart breaking. I want nothing more than for him to do the things other kids his age do but what more can I do? That's what I am always asking myself, what else can I do? I would do anything for him.

20 Months

2010-07-29T10:47:00.003-04:00

I know it's been a while since I've posted anything. We have been busy and I haven't really had anything I felt like posting. Last Monday was our Greenwood Genetics appointment. Nothing new to report yet, they will be doing some blood work. We got back the blood work we had done earlier this month and nothing significant to report except that they tested him for allergies and it appeared he had some food allergies but we took him to an allergist who said not to worry about it. He never has any reactions to food and at this point we are dealing with so many other things that I couldn't imagine adding that to it. The allergist did say he had enlarged adenoids which a scan confirmed so we are going on Friday to an ENT to see if they need to be removed. The research I've done says yes since snores and snorts during the during the day and has trouble breathing through his nose. It's a very simple procedure and will make him feel better and breathe better.

Yesterday we went to Hartsville to see the OT who is a sensory specialist. She confirmed what we all suspected which is that he has sensory issues, specifically proprioceptive, tactile and vestibular. His body is not receiving the signals his brain is sending out or something like that, I'm really not sure. I've done some reading on Sensory Processing Disorder or Sensory Integration Disorder and really am still trying to figure it out myself. For now we are going to be making the trip to Hartsville once a week so she can work with him and we are going to try to do some of the stuff at home although I'm not sure how much of it I remember I will keep trying as always.

I feel like time is passing us by, Joshua is getting older but in most ways he's still a baby just toddler sized now. I want to do everything I can to help him and will do whatever it takes. For now he will not be seeing the pediatric neurologist since they claim they won't take any new patients who aren't having seizures or other obvious neurological dysfunction. We are still going to be seeing the developmental pediatrician here but no word on when. I am feeling a little better knowing we are hopefully now on the right path.

Epworth Early Intervention Center

2010-07-17T14:13:00.000-04:00

Charleston Appointment

2010-06-11T10:38:00.002-04:00

Yesterday afternoon we had our appointment in Charleston at Coastal Pediatrics with Dr. Kimberly Caristi. I found her on the SPD website (sensory processing disorder) by searching their treatment directory. Here is her profile there.

Our appointment was for 2pm so we decided to pick Joshua up a little early from preschool so we would have time to have lunch on the way down. 10:40 to 11:10 has been their outside time, they put the kids in a buggy designed for multiple kids and stroll around the Epworth campus. This almost always puts Joshua to sleep which is why he hasn't been sleeping in the car on the way home because they have been going outside lately. Thankfully they were getting started late and had just gotten outside when we got there so he fell asleep promptly in the car. He slept for about an hour and woke up when we were between Orangeburg and Summerville.

We had lunch in Summerville and got to the doctor's office at about 1:45. We then waited until 2:30 to get into the room and then until after 3pm to see the doctor. We were not happy about this but it was our only complaint, the visit was worth it. Joshua was tired by then, really tired. He spent the next half hour or so crying, poor baby. The doctor then went out and got some cheerios and he perked right up, he sure does love to eat!

She took a history from us about him. She also read over the Infant/Toddler Sensory Profile that they had mailed to us, we filled it out and brought it with us. She tried to observe him and get him to do things but up until she brought in the cheerios he was so tired he wouldn't do anything but cry. She is certified in sensory integration as well as being a pediatrician with years of experience dealing with children with all types of special needs. It didn't take her long to see that he is a "sensory" kid. I told her that the PT had been calling him that. It was a pretty whirlwind appointment, Joshua being fussy and we didn't really go into specific detail, I didn't get to ask her all the questions I had but we are going to be e-mailing.

She took down all the numbers of all of the therapists and the EI, she's going to call all of them and formulate a plan of what they can do and what we can do with him. She told us to read The Out Of Sync Child and Raising A Sensory Smart Child. She is going to get him an eye test, we know he can see she wants to know how he sees. We are also going to get him tested for food allergies/sensitivities. I had done some researching and food can play a part if the child has sensitivities. I'm sure there will be more to come as we learn more about it and start working with him. She said that often she doesn't see the kids until they're 3 or 4 so we are really ahead of the game.

Overall we are very pleased we went, the traffic and waiting we could have lived without but we are glad we found her. I feel like now we have a team behind us and that will really help. Looks like we'll be canceling that appointment in July in Greenville.

18 Months!!

2010-05-26T11:59:00.004-04:00

Time sure does seem to be flying lately. We are so busy with therapy, preschool, activities and occasional doctor visits or tests. I am so tired by the end of the day. Joshua is doing really well though. The biggest thing is that he is pulling up, standing and even cruising a few steps! The week before we went on vacation his preschool report said he was pulling up and standing. We didn't see it until our last day of vacation. We had put him down for a nap and a half hour later he was still up so we went in there to see why he was still up and he had pulled up in his pack'n'play! We were almost speechless! I didn't find out about him pulling up at preschool until the next week so we didn't even know he'd been practicing it there. His pediatrician was very pleased to her about it today.

His stats are:
32 inches tall (42nd%)
25lbs (40th%) We think he might be a little less since he was fully clothed and wearing shoes when they weighed him, unusual since they usually get him undressed before they weigh him.
48cm head (57th%)
He is in size 4 diapers and mostly 18 month clothes.

He had apparently missed a shot so he was due to get 4 but by doing that he doesn't have to get any shots (except maybe a flu shot once a year) until he's 4!! So we went ahead and did it. He seems fine, he is cutting his upper molars and canines so he's cranky from that but not too bad. He has all his bottom teeth until his 2 year molars come in.

We told her that we are trying to get a sensory evaluation done since the PT thinks he has sensory processing disorder. She didn't say much, I'm not sure she knows much about it. We went over the M-CHAT screening for Autism but she said that even though we answered yes to some of the questions since he is delayed in all areas it wouldn't be right to just put him in that category.

We did make an appointment with a pediatrician in Charleston who is certified in sensory integration. I have left a message for her because I want to be sure she can evaluate him since the test that is usually used is for kids 4-9. We don't want to make a trip down there if she can't evaluate him but I do want another opinion so we will see what she says.

17 months

2010-04-29T10:32:00.003-04:00

I guess I should have seen it coming since Joshua has been less and less interested and nursing for shorter and shorter times but it seems that we are done now. It is very bittersweet for me, another one of those moments to remind me he really isn't a baby anymore. In so many ways he still is but this is one more way that he isn't and I'm adjusting to it, slowly. I was always the one to offer, but then again I'm not sure he's at the point when he could tell me he wanted it yet. He would only nurse for a few minutes so I knew he wasn't getting much but I wasn't ready to give it up yet. Last weekend he bit me and drew blood on one side. Then on Monday it happened again. I tried to pump for the first time in 5 months and got less than an ounce. That's when I knew we were pretty much done. He fell asleep Tuesday night laying in bed with us watching tv, poor baby is dealing with the same allergies we are and has been congested since Sunday. It was so rare for him to fall asleep like that. It was another way I knew we were done. I always wanted to go the baby led weaning route and I think we have to some extent, there has been no trauma to him, it's been harder on me for sure. I'm so proud to have made it this far.

I can remember back to the early days of nursing him as a newborn and not thinking I'd ever make it but I did and wouldn't change it for the world. I know I did my best and gave him the best start. It's hard but worth it. The pride I feel knowing that I nourished him before and after he was born, that he only needed me to survive his first year isn't measurable. There was a study done recently that said that if 90% of US women breastfed thier babies for the first six months it would save $13 billion dollars (not including formula) and 900 lives of babies, I can only hope more women try because it's worth it, our babies are worth it. 75% of women start out breastfeeding at the hospital but only 14% actually make it to 6 months.

Hearing Test etc.

2010-04-09T08:07:00.002-04:00

Yesterday was Joshua's hearing test. An Audiology Intern did the test so when we had questions she had to go ask someone else. She also didn't explain what she was doing but she did two tests; a pressure test and another one where she put a probe in his ear (she did one ear at a time) and it was connected to the computer. Not sure exactly what it was but she said his hearing checked out fine except he had some fluid in one ear. Since we weren't satisfied with the results being fine due to our observations of his hearing we are going to their hearing center to have him tested in the sound proof booth. She said she wanted his ear clear of fluid first but when we took him to the pediatrician she said that the little fluid in his ear shouldn't affect his hearing. He doesn't have an ear infection so he is on children's claritin 1/2 tsp. per day for two weeks and then we go back to have it checked.

We briefly discussed the Greenville Developmental Pediatric visit with her and she agreed with the nurse that he doesn't fit the mold of a child with a sensory problem. She was concerned and wants to get to the bottom of what's going on. We told her that we found out it's a 3-4 month wait for a genetics appt and she said that it's the only place in town but they are very good and thorough so we are going to make the appt.

Earlier this week we met with the speech therapist to go over her evaluation and set up goals. It was hard to hear again how he is delayed and she put him at a moderate to severe speech delay (both expressive and receptive). So we have a lot of work to do. I was a little (ok a lot) overwhelmed by this and the dozen goals she has set up for him. She did say that we don't have to work on them all at once although during her sessions with him she will try to work on as many as she can but we should focus on 1 or 2 at a time. He starts next week so I will get more details about how to work on each individual goal and which ones she thinks we should start with.

We are also getting an occupational therapy evaluation but I'm afraid that starting that right now as well will be too much for both of us. It's not yet set up so it's just as well, we have to get adjusted a little to the new schedule before we start something else.

Greenville Developmental Pediatrics

2010-03-24T21:40:00.003-04:00

Today was our appointment with the N.P. in Greenville. We really liked her, she made us feel comfortable and complimented us saying we were on the right track and gave me an A+ for all my hard work! It made me feel so good and was something I really needed to hear. She said she wished more parents were as dedicated and doing as much as we were already doing. She couldn't give us a diagnosis, she doesn't know what is causing Joshua's delays. She does not think he is a "sensory kid" like his P.T. says. She said that kids with sensory issues or disorders usually have sleeping problems and eating problems which Joshua definitely does not have, either one. She was very encouraged by his good eating and sleeping. So moving forward we are doing more tests/evaluations: genetics test (they draw blood and do a complete family history), hearing test, occupation therapy evaluation and speech therapy evaluation. He will probably be in both OT & ST so his days will be very busy. We are supposed to go back in May.

Joshua walking in his walker (2)

2010-03-16T21:33:00.003-04:00

Joshua walking in his walker (1)

2010-03-16T21:33:00.001-04:00

Joshua discovers the cat

2010-03-16T21:32:00.001-04:00

More Bathtime Bubbles!

2010-03-16T21:06:00.003-04:00

Bathtime Bubbles

2010-03-16T21:06:00.001-04:00

Joshua loves Elmo!

2010-03-16T20:47:00.001-04:00

2010-03-12T11:57:00.003-05:00

Next week Joshua is being fitted for special inserts for his shoes, they are supposed to help him stand and walk better because he still tends to stand on his toes they will get him walking flat footed. We gave back the stander today, that was a rough 2 months using it and I'm so glad it's over. Now our new hurdle will be the walker.

Joshua's 1st Day of Preschool!

2010-03-02T14:26:00.004-05:00

I am so pleased to say that Joshua's first day went great! He woke up at 6 but thankfully was back asleep by 6:30 and slept 'till 7:30. We got him dressed and gave him a snack before we left. I got a few pictures but they got some too; I'll scan and upload those when I get them. They said he had a few fussy times but they were short lived. He explored and got into things, had a snack and did circle time. They were feeding him graham crackers and cheerios but were giving another child applesauce and when Joshua saw someone else was having something he wasn't he made it clear that he wanted applesauce too! So he ate very well for him. He must have gotten tired because he took a nap in a little swing/hammock they have for about 40 minutes and was just waking up when I got there. I didn't think he would make it the whole time without getting tired. I'm so happy that he didn't spend the entire time crying, that makes me feel so good. They said he had a great first day! They gave me a cd with all the songs they sing at circle time and a printout of the lyrics. Also there is going to be an article in the newspaper and he might be in it! I hope to get a copy of it and share it on here.

15 Months (2)

2010-02-26T12:16:00.003-05:00

I always forget at least one thing. He did very well with his shots today; he got 3 and as usual by the time we were leaving the office he had forgotten all about it. The Pedi said that Joshua doesn't exhibit enough signs of autism for us to be concerned. He isn't speaking but he is very social (a flirt when he wants to be) and didn't object much to her examining him (he usually doesn't). Also she was very encouraged by the fact that he loves to eat and all kinds of food; children with autism sometimes have issues with textures and Joshua doesn't. She said the people at developmental peds will be encouraged by it too.

Something else I forgot, he has pretty much given up the pacifier in favor of his thumb. It started a few weeks ago when I didn't give him the paci fast enough he would use his thumb and we just gradually stopped offering the paci so now he uses his thumb. It's a lot more convenient and the pedi has said before that she'd rather he used it.

15 Months!

2010-02-26T11:28:00.004-05:00

Joshua now only has to be in his stander for 20 minutes per day. He got a walker, a brand new one from the PT./K509.html"> He should be in it for a few minutes at a time and just walk a few steps. The PT really thinks it is a reachable goal for him to be walking a few steps by himself by Easter. She was very happy to hear he’s going to Epworth preschool next week. She knew about it but didn’t know it was still open, I guess she hadn’t been there in a long time.

He had his 15 month well visit today. He’s 23lbs (25th%), 30in. (20th%) and his head circ. Is 48cm (70th%). The Pedi was very pleased that he has an appt. next month at developmental peds, we are all surprised the wait was so short. She said the appt. is usually quite long, it’s a play based evaluation; they want to see what he can do. Overall she was happy that he’s improving, she’d never heard of Epworth preschool but is excited about it for us.

I can’t believe he’s starting preschool on Tuesday, that my Mom is moving to Columbia next weekend and she will be 1 mile from the preschool! It really does feel like it was all meant to be, it fell into place so easily. Thank you, G-d!

Joshua Crawling 2/24/10

2010-02-24T20:35:00.001-05:00

Joshua Crawling 2/24/10 (1)

2010-02-24T20:05:00.001-05:00

Joshua Crawling 2/23/10

2010-02-24T20:04:00.001-05:00

Outfit for Joshua's 1st day of Preschool

2010-02-22T18:43:00.004-05:00

Horse shirt w/khaki pants

Flying Ace shirt w/khaki pants

Blue bear outfit

Blue whale overalls

Duck oufit

Monkey outfit

Help me pick an outfit for his first day. The one with the most votes wins. The 2nd runner up will be for his 2nd day.

Preschool!

2010-02-13T20:01:00.002-05:00

In my last post I mentioned the possibility of Joshua going to preschool. We went there this past Friday and love it! It is the only place he could go right now. Most preschools don't start until age 2 but this is a very special and unique preschool, in every way. It is through Epworth Early Intervention Center. They have a preschool program for children ages 1-4 who have developmental delays or who are at risk for delays, they also accept typically developing children. Joshua will be attending on Tuesday and Thursdays from 8:30 am to 11:30 am (it only runs in the morning during that time). Children can attend 2, 3, 4 or 5 days a week depending on availability. Right now all we want to do is 2 days. There is a 1:3 teacher to child ratio; 1 head teacher, 2 assistants and an aide. They have less than 20 students and only 10 at a time. It is a very small program and I don't think many people know about it. The schedule is packed the entire time he's there. He gets a snack, they do circle time and work on their individual goals all while playing. We are going to have to try to adjust his schedule as those two days he won't get a morning nap. I am trying to adjust his bedtime so he gets up a little later and then can take his morning nap later, almost becoming an afternoon nap but we'll have to see how it goes. I am so excited about this opportunity for him and so grateful for hearing about it!

Joshua crawls

2010-02-04T21:42:00.001-05:00

Joshua Crawling!

2010-02-04T21:34:00.001-05:00

News

2010-02-04T09:06:00.002-05:00

Some really good news is that he's crawling on all fours now! He did it for the first time on Tuesday and a little more yesterday. I think he would be doing it more but he's not feeling well. Poor little guy is cutting 2 premolars and not sure if it's from that or he just has a little cold but his nose has been running since Monday. It seems a little better today, we've had a humidifier in his room and it seems to be helping. He is really and truly continuously improving and I'm so happy.

Some more news is that our pediatrician referred us to a developmental pediatrician. All the paperwork has been completed and we should be hearing from them soon. There is a pretty long waiting list so it will be months before we go and maybe by then he won't need it, who knows. I think the next thing to work on after PT will be ST & OT. He is very close to pulling up, getting on his knees a lot.

Next week we are going to see a preschool for kids with developmental delays, they take kids ages 1 & up so if there's room he could start going soon. It would only be 1 or 2 mornings a week to start out with. It's the only one like it in the state (SC) and happens to be in my city, downtown. It's through Epworth which does EI in addition to the preschool. I'm very excited about it.

The PT says Joshua only needs to be in his stander for 30 minutes a day now; two times 15 minutes each. She wants us to work with him on using his left side more. He favors his right hand and uses it more. She is pleased with his progress overall.

Another Milestone!

2010-01-18T12:36:00.002-05:00

Once again another proud and happy moment. Whether or not the physical therapy we have done or Joshua just decided he was ready to take another "step" forward I don't know. I do know that I am very much encouraged by his improvements. He can now go from a crawling position to sitting all by himself! Next is to get it on video.

A Big Week

2010-01-14T19:17:00.003-05:00

Joshua has had a pretty big week for him and I'm a very proud mommy. Today he learned how to hold his sippy cup so he can get liquid out of it! He has also learned how to crawl backwards on all fours so we think going forward is in the near future. He is taking steps again, like he did 3 months ago but then suddenly stopped and wouldn't do it again. Now he is doing it again when his dad holds his hands. He wouldn't do it for me 3 months ago and won't do it for me now but he does it and that's all that matters. His pediatrician has ordered a head CT scan for him and we're going Monday morning, that I'm not looking forward to but hopefully it will be over pretty quickly.

Army Crawling!

2010-01-05T13:30:00.002-05:00

Joshua can now army crawl! Too bad he didn't want to show off for his EI today. He cried/screamed almost the entire time she was here. Oh well. He is doing better in the stander; most days he does very close to if not the 1 hour he's supposed to do. I have just signed him up for 1 year old storytime at the library branch near our house. It runs for 6 weeks starting on the 25th of this month. I also left a message for the director of family programs at the JCC because when I called last month about their Mommy & Me class she said they would be starting again in the new year. Hopefully they are starting up soon and we can get registered. Monday is storytime, Tuesday his EI comes and hopefully the Mommy & Me class would be Wednesday or Thursday, Friday is PT.

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